Posts like this are what happens when you have a Pitbull song stuck inyour head

Like many people, patience is not one of my strong points. I want things and I want them now. Obviously, this isn't how life works. It's a lesson that I have yet to fully learn.

It's funny, because I can look back on certain times/events in my life (or someone else's) and see the reason the universe (God? Jesus? Bob Saget?) made me wait or forced me to take a different path (for the record, I tend to fall somewhere between God and the universe...Bob Saget is cool, but I'm not sure I'm comfortable letting Danny Tanner direct my life choices.)

However, it's hard to see the good in situations or see the light at the end of the tunnel when you're in the midst of the shitstorm clusterfuck that is life (no auto correct, I did not mean to type "cluster duck") you start to feel like you're not destined to get anything you want and that you're going nowhere in life.

This post feels a bit dramatic right now (seriously folks, I'm good) but it's something that's on my mind tonight. I can only hope/pray/attempt to be as optimistic as possible that this will all turn out as it should in the end...in the meantime, I'll try not to drive myself too crazy...and, if that fails, there's always wine.