Sometimes it's Taylor Swift

Sometimes life sucks

Sometimes I can't just snap out of it

Sometimes I just need space

Sometimes a run cures everything

Sometimes a run is just a run

Sometimes it's hard to hold it together

Sometimes I just want to be totally alone

Sometimes I have to vagueblog like an angst-ridden, narcissistic teenager

Sometimes I think it's totally possible to live off doughnuts, cheesecake and key-lime pie alone

It's never okay to wear shorts that showcase your downstairs-lady-theater 

It's always okay to just be yourself, assert your boundaries and stay true to what you believe in

It's also always okay to be on team yoga pants instead of team fancy pants

 ...and that's basically where I'm at right now.

In other news, I just got back from a run - I was hoping the run would put me in a better mood...and it really didn't. But that's okay. I got in another training run, a good thing, since I'm potentially 18 weeks out from a marathon. I got to run in the rain - something that almost never happens in Southern California, much less in June. Listening to Ellie Goulding's while running in the rain is SO cathartic, even if it doesn't accomplish much.

Also, I'm hesitant to admit it, but Taylor Swift totally speaks to me as well. I was binge-hate-watching House Hunters On-Demand the other day and it's interspersed with commercials of Taylor Swift fans that think they are part of a focus group and they've missed out on Taylor Swift World Tour tickets...but as it turns out, they weren't part of a focus group and Comcast gave them tickets and backstage passes to the tour. Normally I'd roll my eyes and give a not-super-appropriate hand gesture...but (and I'm ashamed to admit this) I found myself teary-eyed and totally understanding where they were coming from...while simultaneously playing Bad Blood in my head.

Judge me all you want (because, believe me, I totally judge myself) but in the words of the wise, wise T-Swift "haters gonna hate" (y'all have no idea how much I want to add a "YO!" to that last statement.)

I have no idea why I'm posting any of this....